A Nice Article about Chris Tiu

I found this articleon one comment in Chris' blog, so here's the link below you can know him more in a family based aspect. Hope you visit it. :)

http://showbizandstyle.inquirer.net/lifestyle/lifestyle/view/20080921-161957/How-do-you-raise-a-Chris-Tiu

Quotes to Live By

10 Steps to a Healthy Self;

1. Be your own BESTFRIEND.
2. Take TIME to enjoy your life.
3. Let go of the past.
4. Set goals for your life.
5. Talk positively to yourself.
6. Visualize your success behavior.
7. Make choices for your life.
8. Network with others.
9. Write down your family script.
10. Accept yourself as you are.


When i received this quote as an sms, i was touched by its simplicity, and the complex meaning it has, i remember before when i was down and broken, and almost giving up. For the record, i'm not suicidal but there's a time that i wished that i just die to sleep and i could no longer open my eyes in this cruel and unjust world. But, when the time you thought that every aspect of your life was falling apart, a "Divine Intervention" comes in. I always experience that, i will attest to that in your most lowest time, that's the time God came to rescue, suddenly, everything falls back into place you almost felt paradise.

I guess that's the magic and mystery of life. Hope you internalize the qoute above.

Thanks!
Ainan

Random Thoughts (Birthday, One More chance)

Last September 09, it was my birthday, unfortunately i haven't got a chance to celebrate it because i was on duty that day. Honestly, I forgot that it was my birthday, thanks to my friend Karla, because she texted me earlier and later on realized it was my birthday. Good thing when i got home my mother and my sister cooked something for me. It was a plain celebration, but having so much people greet me through texts and emails and comments on friendster, it was one wonderful day to be happy and thankful.

I watched "Boy and Kris" a while ago, and i was happy watching Kristine Hermosa on TV again. they gave a birthday bash for her, and i even cried over when Nyoy Volante sang 'beautiful girl' by Jose Mari Chan, how i wish someone can do the same, i don't know, i want someone to gratify me with such songs like You're Beautiful, She Will be Love or Be my lady. Actually, Kristine and i have the same birth date, we have shared many things in common, same height, same eye color, and same aspiration. We both wanted to be a "Flight Attendant" maybe because the glamour behind the job or the chance to travel around the world. I always say that she's one of my favorite people and i admire her Beauty. She's a Goddess! And i am a danzel in distress.lols Whose my prince?

Last, Wednesday i had DVD marathon and i preferred to watch One More Chance starring Bea Alonzo and John LLoyd Cruz, i wasn't disappointed now it's one of my favorite movie. The plot was simple but with the superb acting and wonderful dialogues, no wonder it made to the box office. I cried over the scene when Poy told his suicidal friend the reason why people leave us even though we loved them so much. The reasoning was so real, and it made an impact on me personally. I agree, we are hurt because we have to search for that one who will accept our mistakes and will change all the wrongs in us to make us right. How i wish i could find my Poy soon, I am one of those Basha, who tried to find herself and still trying to put up herself. The movie was right, you can only love a person if you're whole, so you can give the hundred percent of yourself and your love for that person.

Thanks for reading!

Ainan

An Ordinary Day; Turned out into a Not so Ordinary Day

When i was out at St. Luke's at around 3:30 pm being tired with an eight hours of duty, i thought another ordinary day passed by. The stress of work are all gone, and its now time for a relaxing break. I put on a powder, sprinkled some perfume so the smell of the past wont hunt me while I'm commuting, i am really conscious about how i look, i want to be presentable and look professional always.


But one major disaster happened; When i was about to sat on the chair i picked on the bus, i didn't notice the vomitus spread on the floor, and that time i was busy ogling at Keannu Reeves on the movie "Constantine" that was playing on the bus. When suddenly stepped on the vomitus and slipped on the floor then bumped on the corner where the vomitus was located. To top it all, the vomitus sticked at the hemline of my white pants, on my sock all the way to the shoe. That was grouse, i was really pissed off, i was de-glamorized. The poised ran out of me.:(


After that, i have to walk sidewards like a crab to conceal the stain, imagine, I'm pretty sure it caused a scene:( luckily it doesn't stink! When i was riding on a 'jeepney' towards Rosario Pasig, a guy the same age as mine with a friend companion who just sat beside me, suddenly tapped my shoulders and said "Bro, magkano pamasahe hanggang Rosario?" At that moment, the first thing came to myself, this guy was rude calling me "Bro" maybe, because I'm not used being tag as one. When i was about to reply with dismay on my face, i was shocked because the guy was so cute. He's kinda smart too, based on what i heard on their conversation. Nonetheless he considered me as one of the boys,lols. To think he branded me as 'Bro'?!


When i was on the last vehicle towards home at Caniogan Pasig, i was stunned when a couple just the same age as mine rode on the jeep, i was really, really disappointed when i saw the girlfriend. Oh, my God! the girl was simple (trying to be nice.:), but the guy was so competitive, handsome, tall and great body by the way. He was quite a catch, i was disappointed because another case of 'True Love', such a cliche, but its rampant nowadays.


Actually, i was bitter because i haven't had a relationship for almost three years now. Maybe i do missed being loved and pampered but that's life. Thanks for reading, i know its kinda lack of substance but its quite an adventure for me, and somewhat unusual.

Reviews on My favourite TV shows ( I love, Betty La Fea & )

"It's not the harder you fall, it's the stronger you stand" as Toni Gonzaga said earlier on Entertainment Live interviewing Bea Alonzo for the upcoming Betty la Fea series. The quote really suited the series, because it's what Betty made me realized when i watched the original Colombian version. You may accuse me being cheesy or mushy, but i do love the series even the American version entitled 'Ugly Betty'.


I learned about so many things on life, it teaches you how to be optimistic, and be strong no matter what ordeal arises. Being optimistic is the key value i appreciated on that show. I even practiced what America Ferrera did on the pilot episode, i always start my day looking at the mirror saying (I'm an optimistic, determined and beautiful individual). You know what, it works! Affirming yourself of who and what's your worth, i couldn't fathom what's the magic but it helps me brighten my day.


Another thing is acceptance of who you are, and what life offers you. Betty showed me how to appreciate things i have right now. Loved life, live it to the fullest.
Its ironic that, the people who has everything,are the people who possessed insecurities deep within themselves;The show also exhibit change, being dynamic in a good way. Betty did change physically, but it was gradual, it was a step by step manner, meaning if you want to change yourself, you have to do it slowly you don't have to speed or hurry everything. And the change should come from within, with your own volition. Furthermore, her change was dramatic, she even change her personality, from being shy and timid, to become confident,sophisticated and a woman of substance. But she remains humble and sweet, she retain her beautiful qualities which is being happy with everything.

People always say that looks doesn't matter, but in reality having a pleasing personality really helps a lot. But as many people say what's important is the beauty inside. The maturity, the learning, the experiences, and the way you handle people who you cross along with. To top it all, i do believe that the true thing that can make you happy is be contented of what we have, disappointment comes when we fail to get what we want. I'm not saying that we should stop dreaming or aspiring, what I'm trying to imply is that learn to appreciate what life is offering you, wheter good or bad. Trial;s are there to make us strong, to transform us to become a better person, and don't be afraid to make a mistakes, you will encounter mistakes along the way, through out your life, what's important is you learn from it and it will catapult you to whatever you want to be.


Ainan

My Old Songs Composition 2

Here's another song composition of mine, it was written last 2006 i forgot the exact date but I'm used to put on the date every time i have an output. My muse for this song is my former classmate and friend named Ryan Patrick Danao, at that time he was committed to someone who doesn't seem to appreciate his worth. He's a sweet guy, very funny and goofy a combination a girl will surely swoon over. Hope you'll like it, its a labor of love although one-sided love.


" If I Was the One whose Loving You"

If i was the one whose loving you,
I'll gather my world to offer you
I'll catch all the laughter's and
grow old with you;
But how can i share these to you?!..


If you only know what I'm hiding here,
I'm gatherin' my strenght,
coz it hurts and it kills;
I'm cryin' these tears, Oh! babe can't you hear
but how can i show these to you?!..


Chorus:
(But/that) my heart is not just the same,
And your heart, everyday that i pray;
But how can i express it,
If you will go and break it,
Coz all the time i know that
you're lovin' someone so...


If time will reveal what i'm writin' here,
I'm preparin' myself for the pain i would feel;
The pain of rejection, the hope! and the fear!
But why do I LOVE YOU still?!!!


Coda:
If i was the one whose loving you,
I hope someday i can sing this to you.....:(

List of my Favourite People

I know that in life, there should be no favoritism, there should be balance. But i would like to defy the rule, break the chain by posting people who was or still dear to me. Who played a major role in my life, inculcating, even thought me and polished me as the person i am now. These people that i will give credit defines who i am inside and out; People i categorized as my mentor, companion, friend and my inspiration in life. The people i want to applaud and give my standing ovation.


1. Kevin Roxas- my co-trainee during Nset days, Maui Taylor look-alike. I learned a lot from this 25-year old lady from Roxas City, i admire her simplicity and maturity. I learn a lot of principles from love to different facets of life. She's the one made me realized 'why do i always fall for people who are committed' and that's because all those guys have one thing in common. Because these guys are the people who are considered as the total package (good looking,smart, good conversationalist, bankable) and she was right, these people are the market, and all people wants to have them.


2. Michelle Espiritu-my classmate,group mate,drinking partner, and one of my best friend. Though we're more than ten in our 'barkada' she's the one i considered as one of my truest friend. She knows me inside and out, every detail of my personality. She's my confidante, she's always there when i need someone to listen with all my predicaments, there to give advise and always assured me, that she'll stay no matter what. My sounding board, and I'm her sponge.


3. Sydney Igaya- my Amiga, my friendly ghost, my cousin. She's the one who stayed even everybody got away. She's the only person who knew the 'true' me. All the heartaches, all the crying, she's the witnessed when i first experienced heartbreak. I learned the other side of life from her. I consider her as my first best friend, though the world see her as the black sheep, for me she's the balancing force of my life.


4. Grays Gonzaga- my another group mate and friend. She's my friend from the time i set foot at Fatima University. My duet companion, we shared a lots of videoke sessions together. She has a wonderful and soothing voice, one of the best i ever heard. We really jive when it comes to music, we jell when we duet. She's the first person who appreciated my songs composition. And one of my treasured friend.


5. Ma'am Rei- My first buddy nurse at Our Lady of Mercy, she's the one i admire in my field of profession. She's the so called 'total package', she's beautiful,smart and caring. She possesses the knowledge, the skills and the attitude. I acquired her OC attitude, being obsessive-compulsive is a good trait to be a successful nurse.


6. Regine Velasquez- the Icon, the Asia's Songbird. It's a known fact for all the people who knows me that I'm an avid fan of her. When i was young i really loved her cover versions of Bluer than Blue, You Were There, and so much more to mention. When i was small, i used to sang her song "Kung Maiibabalik Ko lang" on videoke. And for the record, the first song i sang on stage was her phenomenal hit "You've Made Me Stronger". Until now, i used her song as my theme song, when i contemplating or hibernating. I will trade all i have just to have a voice like her, so serene, so powerful, nobody does the 'birit' compared to her. She's a legend.


7. Kristine Hermosa, Kristein Kreuk, Dawn Zulueta-The people i admire when it comes to beauty. Their beauty is classic, so elegant and ethereal. I really consider them as "Goddess" a beauty that will last a lifetime. A gorgeous face combined with intelligence and sophistication, that's describe these ladies. I'm really glad that Kristine Hermosa and I have the same birth date and height,could be fate?.If i was a girl i wish i could be as pretty as them.


8. Oprah Winfrey, Kris Aquino, Boy Abunda- These people are famous because they are 'masters of their own craft'. The wisdom is incomparable, when they speak i couldn't help but to listen. They always make sure that there's substance in every words they utter. And they always flagged that reading is the best tool to acquire knowledge and wisdom, (but experience still is the best teacher). That's why i admire these people for sharing what they know and what they have for their following.


9. Christopher John Alandy-dy Tiu- also known as Chris Tiu, its an open book that i consider him as my 'ideal man'. he's quite perfect for me though there's no such thing as perfect but physically and intelligent wise i really adore him. He's my weakness (tall,fair,lean and most of all chinky-eyed) but there's a lot to admire from this guy, he's a management engineering graduate, Captain of Ateneo Blue Eagles, a business man, a 'kagawad' to his barangay, a Dean's Lister, a print and commercial model, a host and many more hats he wear. He's really an inspiration to everyone, a dream boy, maybe a prince. I applaud him for staying grounded despite of all the successes his enjoying right now.


10. Melanie I. Talusan- my sister, my "idol". She's the bread winner of our family when my father died. She's the one responsible and i should give credit why i attained my status now. She's the one who sent me to college and made it possible for me to became a nurse. She's a truly loving, caring and generous sister, all her efforts are well recognized by the family. I admire her for being a good person inside and out, an ex-print ad model, a beauty queen. Truly ethereal beauty that comes from a good heart.


11. Remedios Igaya- my mother, the very sole reason why am i existing in this world. The fuel that drives me to continue my passion, my battle in life. My source of strenght, truly there's no greater person than your mother. Just to raised us to become a better person, she hurdled so many sufferings that you couldn't imagine. She endured all the pain just to kept us safe and warmth. My mother is my Hero, no one can ever harm me while she still around. A very kind, loving and wonderful person. I thanked the lord above for sharing to me this one marvelous gift i should be proud off, and that's my mother.