"A Song Written for Chris Tiu"

I had this song in my mind for couple of weeks now. I was afraid to materialize this project because I am afraid after i finished this song, i have to let go and stop following Chris Tiu's journey. Because every time i wrote song for my past ex's or special someone the feeling suddenly gone, maybe died by its natural cause. But now I'm writing this entry hoping for you all to appreciate, hoping someday he read this song or someday he can heard this song air on the mainstream. Here's the lyrics of the song, i don't know how to write the melody but it already has one, so feel free to scrutinize;

"UNREACHABLE"

You, came into my life
at the lowest point i had
Maybe, an angel in disguised
You change everything i have
You didn't know by now;
what you have done to me
You made me love again;
even in a dream

You, are so adored
people love you as you are
Superstar, in you're own right
superman in their eyes
An every girl's dream;
so it was for me
Yet the truth is;
You're an impossible dream

Chorus 1:

As i lay my head to sleep
wishing in my dreams
That i could hold you in my arms
although its just a dream
I'll be blissful for that scene
for you're my unreachable, impossible...
STAR

Lucky, the girl you love
maybe she's the happiest girl?!
Having, you as her man
I am being insecure
But fate brought you to me;
hoping for eternity
That destiny will changed;
And turned that ball for me

Chorus 2:

But when i opened up my eyes
tears begin to fall
That i couldn't hold you in my arms
even in my wildest dreams
Sad though it seems
Coz you're my impossible, unreachable..

STAR

Ainan :)

My Old Songs Composition 2

Here's another song composition of mine, it was written last 2006 i forgot the exact date but I'm used to put on the date every time i have an output. My muse for this song is my former classmate and friend named Ryan Patrick Danao, at that time he was committed to someone who doesn't seem to appreciate his worth. He's a sweet guy, very funny and goofy a combination a girl will surely swoon over. Hope you'll like it, its a labor of love although one-sided love.


" If I Was the One whose Loving You"

If i was the one whose loving you,
I'll gather my world to offer you
I'll catch all the laughter's and
grow old with you;
But how can i share these to you?!..


If you only know what I'm hiding here,
I'm gatherin' my strenght,
coz it hurts and it kills;
I'm cryin' these tears, Oh! babe can't you hear
but how can i show these to you?!..


Chorus:
(But/that) my heart is not just the same,
And your heart, everyday that i pray;
But how can i express it,
If you will go and break it,
Coz all the time i know that
you're lovin' someone so...


If time will reveal what i'm writin' here,
I'm preparin' myself for the pain i would feel;
The pain of rejection, the hope! and the fear!
But why do I LOVE YOU still?!!!


Coda:
If i was the one whose loving you,
I hope someday i can sing this to you.....:(

My Old Songs Composition

There are certain people who doesn't know i write poems and songs and even sketch; Whenever I'm depress or emotionally unstable that's the time i usually had a great output, there two songs composition of mine that's so dear to me, one i wrote three years ago if I'm not mistaken. so here's the song hope you like the lyrics.This song my inspiration was Mark Anthony Escanilla hope someday he will hear or read this song.

"My Heart Only Beats for You"

I'm Here all alone, after seein' you walking by
I don't know how to hide, the tears that begin to fall
But despite all the pain, the fact you can't convey
my heart kept pounding, though my world's breakin'

Chorus:
Hope you give me even a glance
able to see that I'm lonely
Hope you smile towards my way
Coz i do love you, and my heart only beats for you

Now I'm writin' this line, and all I'm thinkin' is you
Every time each moment passed, only makes me realized
that you are not mine, but for someone else
Would you stop me from crying, because your name I'm still screamin'

Bridge:
Coz it's hard to let go, when the feeling is true
Now i promised myself, only you i will share my life
share my life.